It makes sense, but it's kind of annoying.... I never want to write in this when I'm down, and when I'm up I can think of lots of things I want to write in this but don't want to spend the time because there are 100 other things I can think of doing that feel more important or more fun or what have you.
Big news first, my psychiatrist officially diagnosed me with Bipolar II about a week and a half ago. That rocked my world for a bit while I read up. I have rather sudden mood swings into lows and very deep lows but no mania. Sometimes in between I am hypomanic, which means "little mania." I never get delusional while manic. Usually, sadly, my hypomanic stages are much more irritable and anxious than anything resembling "overly happy".
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